​The greatest secret in this world seems to be the lack of mainstream knowledge and media coverage of the great innate power that is within the self. AND yet this is changing fast thanks to Dr.Google and the fact that we are living in a cyber world of global connectivity , which allows us to communicate our personal stories and real discoveries in minutes, while moving our focus away from the mainstream madness and corporate agendas. 

I recall around 7 years ago when I read a book called 'integrity is everything' and it really connecting deep with in me this possibility within each of us. I cried so many tears as I began to realise that I had just been floating along thinking life was happening to me for so many years. I had not realised I had any power to really transform my world in a big way and direct my life path to where I wanted to really go.

Yet on reflection all these years onwards from reading this book I can see there was a divine perfection to every sweet step of my life to get me to that moment of opening to new realisation that resonated deeply within my heart. The pain of that forgetfulness poured through my tear ducts the more I read and the more I read the more  I realised that I wanted to belief it could be true for me. That I could be that powerful and create my life how ever I preferred if I could just get myself to believe. 

MY REVELATION
It was time for me to really awaken to the truth that life was not happening to me, it was responding to my every thought, word and deed. I had already some insight into the power of my beliefs but it was time to take that to w whole new level of embodied experience. 

It was my time to realise that I had been a fly on the wall of humanity long enough by that stage. I had dived deep into forgetfulness and the harshness of human density and emotional woundings for long enough to have a very authentic experience of it. It was time to truly be healed and accept the truth of my very essence and one day soon turn around and share this pathway home to ones authentic divine self by shedding the human hand me downs  of perception of limiting beliefs, patterns of separation, outdated habits and attitudes. To rediscover the heart centred gateway and key to self empowered creation and highest love.

It was time for me to awaken like millions of others around the globe to becoming aware of these special pivotal years on earth as a great new age of conscious awakening has been dawning. 

Self acceptance is a big key here to taking back ones power to consciously create ones life and moving beyond limiting beliefs and patterns of our fore fathers and mothers,  childhood and past life experiences .  Self love is the key to this self acceptance of the greater power within the self. The key step even before that is self care to develop enough caring for body-mind-spirit to eventuate to self love and self acceptance. So it really is true "SELF CARE IS NOT SELFISH , it is quite the opposite in fact. It may even be the mastery key to all eternity.  "The kingdom of god is within you" " knock and the door shall open"  ( Yeshua ) Jesus. 

UNFORTUNATELY RELIGIONS DON"T REALLY TEACH TRUE SELF WORTH OR THE GREATER POWER WITHIN EVEN IF JESUS & OTHER GREAT TEACHERS DID. 
How could I have known my true worth growing up when no one else seem to believe in there own worthiness. The book I read 7 year ago was the start of a epic vibrational change and transformation for me from the inside out. I would love to say it was easy, but heck no I got faced with things within me that brought me to my knees (energetically), eventually into a sweet surrender to even go beyond my deepest perceived imagined fears, limiting beliefs and feelings of  guilt and shame for whom I was. It was through these eventual sweet surrenders of my human 'small me' survival mode that really affirmed the great power within as I released my SMALL SELF WILL to my GREATER SELF ~ THY WILL. That part of me which came into this body as a baby and that part of me that will depart some day as spirit and be fully reunited with all eternity. 

In the beginning of my transformation I wanted so badly to believe what I was reading  on those pages 7 yrs ago  and yet my inner dialog had much work needed to redesign itself and shift the long held ingrained practiced thought patterns, old beliefs structures and childhood attitudes which I had picked up in my formative years from family, culture and religion.  They had formed so many of my inner images of perceptions, presumptions about life & myself within that life.

As children we are like big sponges that soak up our environment as we learn to perceive this earthly reality and our place within it. In today world this new science of understanding this phenomena is called epigenetics. I highly recommend reading a book called "The Biology of Belief" by Bruce Lipton. 

DO YOU HAVE A DISTORTED SELF IMAGE ?
 I recall when my inner self image was so distorted that I felt like some kind of a monster, I actually had to catch myself in the mirror over my teenage years to remind myself I actually was not as bad as I secretly felt within. But it was this distorted self image that kept me feeling shy, awkward, the need to wear makeup, use my hair to cover my face, hold my voice back and not speak up, put walls up around my heart to protect my sensitivities and that seed of eternal light I brought with me that no one else seem to recognise or value. I felt I had to figure out how to make myself strong & tough to be robust enough emotionally to navigate the human ways which seem so harsh, so judgemental, so confusing, so heavy, so unforgiving, so abusive, so disconnected. 

WILL 2016 BE YOUR YEAR TO REALISE YOUR SELF WORTH & THE POWER TO CREATE YOUR WORLD AS YOU PREFER  ? 
In 2016 I urge and invite you to open to your inner wise masterful self. You like me can also discover if you have not already done so that you are truly powerful beyond measure and you are supposed to be fulfilled in every area of your life; your creative wild imaginative self is your greatest tool to expand beyond that which has gone before. AND man do we ever need more of that in this world. Creatives are the solution finders and it is apparent our world need lots of dynamic solutions and fast. 

One thing I must add is that with this inner recognition of the self, comes with it a great responsibility and the ability to respond to life with conscious thought, action and deed means you have got to drop any old victim ideas about self in this world;  that even means dropping blaming the political nonsense for all the nonsense in the world !

Are you ready to go beyond the old victim consciousness of separation ? 

In essence accepting this is a re-rememberance that I AM THE POWER & I A ONE THE VERY POWER THAT CREATED ME. I know that may seem a mega stretch and yet if you are here reading this, something has lead you here so that you can give yourself the opportunity to review this possibility.

What if I can call upon that inner power to project onto this world canvas that which is of my choosing via my every conscious thought , word, feeling, action ? "Imagination is more powerful that knowledge" Einstein

YOUR ENERGY VIBRATION MATTERS TO THE MATTER AROUND YOU. 

In order to make the leap of faith into the bigger self for conscious creation
Our hearts must be open.
We must heal, forgive and release the old wounding memories that created the perceived walls of separation from our very nature within, 
We have to create new thought patterns in our neural pathways in alignment with our preferred new beliefs about ourself and our world
We must be accountable for our emotional feeling nature and start to understand the mind-emotional-body connection
We must expand our perception of self beyond the ego state to move beyond the daily get by survival mode
We must embrace I AM ENOUGH just as I AM

OUR VIBE CREATES OUR EXPERIENCES OF THE WORLD. SHIFT YOUR VIBE, SHIFT YOUR LIFE. 

• Laugh and the world laughs with you.
• Feel down and out and the world will appear dark and unfriendly and a depressing place. 
• Only you can chose your inner attitude, inner state. 
• Judgement about self and others drops your vibes, we only judge others because on some level we have those judgements about ourself 
• Radical Vibrational awareness and responsibility is the key to living your preferred dream into realty

By reading this you may feel more liberated or you may decide what a load of B.S. What ever you chose, own it as it is your god giving free will to chose as you will and no one can ever make you change if you are unwilling to chose that for yourself. It took me many years to really come to that awareness and A-Ha moment of profound understanding and realisation that no body needs to change unless they are truly  ready to chose something different. AND I think we can all agree that none of our ego's likes to be told what to do and if anything the more we are told what to do, often the more we resist the heck out of it; what ever that ' it' may be ! 

I AM READY & SAYING YES TO MY TRANSFORMATION :-) I JUST KNOW IT'S TIME. I AM KEEN TO GET GOING ON A 21 DAY WELLNESS ADVENTURE THAT WILL HELP ME TRANSFORM MY LIFE & LIVE MY DREAMS. 

Answer YES to one or more or all of these to qualify. 

• Are you desiring to empower yourself with greater health, wellness, abundance and freedom 
  
• Are you looking to discover powerful awareness and wellness tools to support your inner transformation and making the changes you desire in your life for once and all.
  
• Are you tired of working in a job you are not passionate about 
• Are you wanting to connect with like minded people that support you being you true self
• Are you deeply caring and sensitive and want to be part of the solutions on earth and not add to the disharmony 
• Are you done with negative self talk and negative conversations with others 
• Are you done with feeling like a victim, being disenchanted, anxious and depressed 
• Are you ready to commit to you 100% and do what ever it takes to be the best version of yourself 

If you said a BIG FRICKEN YES to any and all of the above, then I invite you to join me on a special cyber wellness adventure starting new moon JULY 4th - 24th. A perfect time of the month to set powerful goals and intention. 
 
On this special adventure we will be exploring different tools and attitudes for real and profound inner transformation within the self , I will be sharing some simply, economical, accessible and incredible powerful wellness tools and personal development practices that have helped me heal and transform my life. I have invested 1000's upon 10 x $1000's of dollars to educate myself with over many years so you don't have to. 

The energy exchange for this 21 day transformational and insightful journey is less that $5 dollars a day. Less than a cup of coffee. It is just $99 U.S. and you can make payment via paypal and credit card. 

AND just incase you are thinking shouldn't it be free. The answer is a big ass whopping NO and I will explain why. The truth is we all know that we put our money where our values are;  where our committed YES is! Your payment is a measure of your commitment to your own journey of inner transformation and as a symbolic of your belief of value in that commitment; to actually turning up each day for yourself to be supported with new life style tools that empower change from the inside out. Also everything in life is about a value exchange, so it is a way to create a balanced exchange between us that feels harmonious and honouring to the valuable knowledge and tools I will share with you to empower and uplift your life. In essence you cannot put a $ amount on this. In truth we live in a world that where we put our dollars speaks volumes as it is one of our agreed upon methods of value exchange  for services and products in our modern world.

This transformational wellness course is not for everybody and I am intend on supporting those whom are committed to investing in themselves. Frankly if you cannot say YES to investing this minimal amount in yourself then this may not be the right thing or timing for you to do.

"When the student is ready the teacher appears " . 

Over our 21 day Wellness Adventure Journey I will covered many

• self empowered healing techniques,
• simply wellness daily habits and
• go way more in-depth into the topic of abundance, the universal laws of attraction  and
• how we really create it from our vibe and attitudes and beliefs about what is possible or lack there of.
  

YES we truly are that powerful ! YEAH. 
I have so much insightful, exciting and empowerment gems to share with you if you are willing to receive them and I trust you will make the highest decision for you at this pivotal time in both your life and upon our precious mother earth.

One of my biggest life learnings is that it is not my responsibility to change anyone else but myself. So I know deeply only you can make the call if you are ready to say YES to ignite your inner greatness and be the change you want to see in the world around you. It will be my great honour to be a guiding light and support for you on your forward journey. 

YES YES YES you say ... ! It's time and I am ready. 

I will be starting July 4th 2016.

WHAT DO I GET WHEN I JOIN ? 

You will be invited to join a secret Facebook group where daily information will be shared in the posts. It will be a interactive community page where you can share your challenges and break throughs. Where you can be supported and support others when you feel inspired to.  Plus I will host a weekly live tele conference call that you can call into from anywhere in the world via internet or phone. 
What if I don't use Facebook ? No worries as everything will be shared on a private webpage with a special password that you will get upon signing up and can access the daily post and sharing on Facebook. 

To join drop me a Facebook message or email Mary Jo  E: mj@vibrantliving.co.nz 

In joyous service to an empowered, fulfilled and thriving humanity.  

It is your time to shine ! ! ! 

Namaste 
Mary jo 

Vibrant Living Retreat Co-Director
Empowered Wellness Coach,
& Inner Transformation Guide BODY ~ MIND ~ SOUL

Both can Inspire a sense of reflection & celebration,
Tears and laughter,
Sadness & love. 

The question that lingers, 
We wonder about, 
Is there life after death as we know life to be ?

Where does one end & the other begin,
Some would say it's the cycles of life ,
One moving into the other & vice sa versa. 

I think we can all agree that there is nothing quite like a human death
To remind us of the precious gift of our humanity,
The precious gift of each human life and legacy. 
A profound moment of truth realised,
In which to renew ones commitment to truly living each day,
As if it were our last,
For in truth perhaps it is.

Dear soulful ones,
Human angels, 
Leave not with regrets,
No dreams in far off tomorrow's, 
No words unsaid & softness ungifted.

Today is real, 
The Here & Now .
This is all in truth we have, 
This precious moment,
To be embraced.

This is our time ,
To claim our aliveness.
AND
The absolute of our death,
When that time too,
Shall arise as truth.

Just like the passing seasons of mother nature,
Eternal life continues as I & We & Us.

Isn't it time, 
To truly flow with the current of life & death, 
Claim our dreams,
Realise self worth & self love.

Gift it to our youth in authentic smiles,
With wide open hearts ,
Saying what we mean 
AND 
meaning what we say.
Shedding tears of truth.

These precious child eyes & sensitivities are wide open, 
Feeling our every human gesture, 
Sensing our every word. 
What impressions are we leaving, 
On our pathways home,
To Divine LOVE.

Dedicated to Conor Walsh RIP  36yr March 11th 2016. 
May your spirit RIP ~ rest & rise in peace & sweet celestial harmonies.  
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&

My Husband ~ Steve Halligan 40 year wise today March 20th 2016. Happy BORN DAY & may you keep rising in your sweet self mastery & beautiful spirit, greeting each new dawning with joy in your heart until the day you depart. 

Thank you both for inspiring this inspired reflection & celebration of thee cycles of life ~
death dates & birth-days,
& death & birth & life...

The new is born on each breath of wholeness,
Let us chose to consciously breath each other in

In a unity breath of oneness.

Amen

Namaste 

LUV Eternally 

( The universal field of consciousness ) 

Or what ever the heck & feck it all IS :-)
​GOD / SOURCE / NATURE / ZERO POINT FIELD / NOTHING  / EVERYTHING...

That which gifts aliveness to our soulfulness; 
Which gifts life to our humanness. 
That which Sparkles the divine through humanities radiant eyes,
​As one remembers
I AM THAT I AM. 

" I struggled a little to find words at first, But then they flowed like a river... here's a chunk of what I've been inspired to write...

I hardly know where to start, Time is moving so quickly i can barely keep up with the exponential growth.

I was sitting today wondering how to write my Bee story, having a tiny moment of doubt, when a cartoon light  bulb appeared above my head,  the television came on by itself, and there appeared a man who performs spoken word poetry!!! His name is PRINCE EA check out his video on youtube CAN WE AUTOCORRECT HUMANITY ? .
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It was as though the cosmos/universe/collective consciousness was telling me " you ARE a poet" "you CAN tell your story" "do not doubt"

And there it was, the true essence of my holistic healing experience. I believe. I have been set free of all restrictions, both mentally and physically. I have written for the former a poem, and for the latter a story. I 'll Start with the former....
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Physically it is as though i have been re-born. Twenty years of nervous tension has left my body and with it has vanished all my aches and pains. As someone who previously suffered from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, a short time ago i would have had up to 20 Anxiety attacks per day and countless night terrors...... I have not experienced a single one of either since my QHHT session!!!! 

I couldn't believe i had forgotten to mention my severe allergy to Bee and Wasp stings during my healing session with Mary Jo, How silly!
I discovered i had this allergy at age 9 when, I was happily eating a peanut butter and jam sandwich that a wasp decided it wanted to share. I accidentally ate the wasp, which it did not appreciate, and stung me 9 times inside my throat on the way down! My body immediately went into Anaphylactic shock, i was rushed to hospital and almost died! I was told i had to carry an epi-pen at all times, and if stung to administer the injection immediately or else it meant certain death !!!...Cut to.. 24 years later...

My blissful retreat was coming to a close, it was my last day. I had forgotten to ask to be healed from this allergy " Oh well.. too late now i suppose"...Well..The universe it seemed had other plans...

I was a little sad to be leaving, Mary Jo had asked if i would like to join her on one of her favorite walks with the delightful Magica. It was a beautiful Sun-shiny day and the scenery was outstanding. Josephina and Hillary ( The Angels ) had joined us and the five of us were walking the rocky path, alongside a beautiful babbling mountain stream. Stopping to pick Blackberries, popping their juicy sweetness into our mouths. We kept a leisurely pace admiring the views and telling stories when OUCH!!!.."Shit I've been stung"

Time slowed, space expanded and contracted, my vision tunneled. I froze. And in one second that seemed to last a lifetime three things Happened at once...
I mentally " Saw" my epi-pen laying uselessly next to the sink back at the villa..Nice one Em!
I did the math..15 or so minutes walking + 5 or so minutes drive = Too many minutes.
I Locked eyes with Josephina ahead of me and my face must have said it all...If I'm Honest my faith wavered and i thought.. " F#*K  IT I'm gonna die out here, and these poor girls are gonna have to carry my dead ass back down the hill"..

In that same moment i felt from my right a wave of calm wash over me. It was as though i somehow separated from myself. Two things were happening at once, I was inwardly panicking feeling the poison from the sting burn into my system, the reaction beginning to take place. Whilst also calmly observing the situation as though " I " were somehow not involved. As i became aware of this duality time sped up again, my heart raced, i began to sweat..i was so incredibly thirsty. 
I heard the words " This is an opportunity " I looked to my right and there was MJ. Smiling radiantly, she placed her hands over my arm where i had been stung. Oh, I thought, that's where the calm is coming from ! :0)

All of a sudden i realized i was surrounded by the most stunning healing energy and light, and that i could choose how this went. Everything went a little hazy, all i could comprehend was "I'm thirsty"..Guided almost trance-like, we walked a little further and there we met the stream. As i planted my feet into it's cool waters and stooped to take a long drink, i was in a dream-like state. The water felt like an elixir as it glided down my throat - hang on a second... i can still swallow ??? - am i out of the woods yet ? ( da dum clang! ) As i stood again, resisting the urge to flee. I realized the reaction had slowed. I looked to Mary Jo and smiled. She placed her hand on my shoulder, Josephina took my arm, where the sting still burned. Hillary joined us and Magica was there too, and then actual magic happened.

My eyes closed, my entire being filled with the purest tone of vibrational sound energy i have ever heard. I felt the sensation of the running water beneath my feet, i was connected to everything. WE were connected to the source.  I felt the flow of energy through every cell of my body as the poison reversed its course and left my system as swiftly as it had entered. It still feels like a dream.

I Am Alive. Truly Alive. And as much a part of nature, as it is a part of me. We really are, all of us, divine creators of our own reality. Supremely powerful beings capable of miraculous things. Who knew it was so simple !

And so, I give thanks and gratitude to you all. 
              " Thank you Bee, for stinging me, for giving me a chance to see."

As i practically skipped back down the Hillside it dawned on me, My existence has been immeasurably altered for the better by my experience with you all. The world now filled with joy and wonder.!. The Bee sting didn't leave a mark, But the experience did.!

The End . x

Feel free to use any of the above, and edit as desired...i do go on a bit...ok...alot...haha.
I hope next time i write, it will be to tell you i am visiting you again as a poet and an uplifted soul.

​Thankyou, Diolch,Go raibh maith agat, Kittos.
All my love
Emz xxxxxx "

It brings me immeasurable joy to hear Hillary's beautiful music, I had "heard" (felt) her music whilst we were enjoying dinner my first night, and knew deep in my soul that the world needed to hear her music...and boy was it right !!! Hillary you darling beautiful girl, you have the voice of an angel and play like a Seraphim. And even though i already knew it, when i heard you play with my ears....my arm hairs stood on end, my heart filled with love and my eyes filled with tears of joy....pretty please can you email me some so i can play it on my phone and dance to it every day! xxx

Joesephina, you bundle of joy and happiness. I thank you for your infectious smile and your strength, your compassion and your unconditional giving. Your light is so bright and effortless, you made a very nervous girl feel completely at ease. Both you girls played an equal part in the divine play that was my healing retreat, And i thank you from my heart.
.......side note...... ( jojo...please don't ever play with a Ouija board..your light is too bright, and all manner of beings would be attracted to it like moths to a flame!...i implore you to keep your spirit safe..i have a hunch you will help and heal many people, just as you did for me. x) xxx

Steve, Your warm welcome and friendly nature was a relief on what was a slightly scary journey for me...and the food..!!! there just aren't enough adjectives :0)..the nourishing wholesome and delicious treats i received whilst staying at vibrant living, has been THE VERY BEST sustenance i have had the pleasure of consuming. The energy transferred from your work in the garden, through to the careful preparation of your food translates as love and healing with every mouth full. My spirit thanks you so much for having me to dine with you, and my body thanks you with every healthy cell.!

Precious Mary Jo / M.J / Soul Sista / Earth Angel :0).... I listen to my Quantum Healing Hypnosis (QHHT) recording now and i say to myself "who is that girl ?" it seems so far away, like a dream still, but i am learning, growing and evolving subtly as each day passes...
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